here’s where i’m at right now…

i don’t give a shit about anything anymore. i don’t give a shit about anyone. and i’m starting to think that’s a problem…

i don’t care about school. or my friends. or if i even make it to college next year. i don’t care about my job. and i most definitely don’t care about the people’s feelings that i’m hurting. i lost someone that i cared about, actually genuinely cared about for someone else that i was just comfortable with. how fucked up am i?

fuck it.

gimme da drugz. i’ll be happily numb on my fucking own.

fuck you.